
I never wanted someone like you, I never thought that I could want you in the way I do. I know that I haven´t got any reasons for want you so much, you never gave it to me.All that you did was dissapointed me, but that teached me to don´t make false expectations with anyone. In the moment I gave you all, you answered me just with an empty silence, so all the questions that I wanted to asked you, I had to answered by myself, so I learned to how to make good answers for any questions that you can ask me someday. For seven months I tried to forget you, in a moment I though that I was doing it, I was starting a life over new or maybe that´s what I though but after all that time that looked like a eternity for me, all those months that I have been waiting for tell you NO, no again, that I´ve been planning all that I must to tell you, I´ve lost it in one minute in the moment that you came back to me , you started to tell those thing that you usually say, trying to justify all that you blame, but it was too late, but I said yes anyway, cause I don´t know why but I couldn´t let you go , after two hours you were holding me, you were kissing me like you never did before. Luckily I never wanted you in the way I did again, cause I have learned of my mistakes, and I don´t want to repeat it again , I don´t want you to cause no harm, I don´t want more lies, cause all that you gave me was lies, justifying things that can´t be justify. So now I say stop, cause I don´t think that I deserve this shit, cause I don´t want no leftovers, I deserve so much more so If you can´t give me everything, please don´t give me anything cause I don´t want a part of you, I just want you at all, is all I ever wanted, but it seems like you don´t deserve me, so I´d ask you one thing don´t come looking for me cause you know that I can´t say no to you, so if you want her in a real way, like you say, and you can´t live without her show it, and help me to hate you more, cause if you are here I need you more, if you go away I think I can forget you, so don´t come back to me till the day you leave her, maybe I´ll be here waiting for you...
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