You will never know how much I want you,you won´t know how much I feel you, I feel you when you are, and even when you are almost coming by my side I don´t know what can I do to stop wanting you in the way I do. I work hard just to tell you lies, for tell that I don´t need you. I tried to convince myself to not be with you but all that I did it´s to want you more than I do. It´s so hard for me to say that I don´t need you in this way, it´s true that I want you, but you don´t make me feel ok in this way I can´t pretend that I´m good with myself, it´s a torture being without you but I chose being all alone before being for a second by your side because that make me wanna die cause I can got you one more time