What´s the difference of never knowing at all?

When every step I take is always too small

Maybe it´s just something I can´t admit,

But lately I feel like I don´t give a shit

Motivation such an aggravation

Accusation don´t know how to take them.

Inspiration getting hard to fake it

Concentration never hard to brake it

Situation never what you wanted to be...

What´s the point of never making mistakes?

Self indulgence is such a hard habit to brake

It´s all just a waste of time in the end

I don´t care so why should I even pretend?

Nothing´s new, everything´s the same

It´s keeps on draggin me down, It´s getting kind of lame

I´m falling further behind, there´s nothing to explain

No matter what you say nothing´s gonna change my mind !