I´m trying to find the sense of my life  but I can´t find it anywhere, I think it hasn´t got cause all that I want is by your side, but I know that won´t ever be true, cause you have someone for you, and you don´t care what I do.
I´m fighting with my own mind, my ideas are trying to hurt me, my two sides are fighting this time, I don´t know which is right. One of this say that I must die, cause I won´t survive living in this way, the other one say that I have to fight for what I want, but then reality tell me that this fight is lost one more time, so who am I fighting for? who am I living for? The battle is lost one more time, my life is ending this night, I hope you could be by my side, but I know I won´t ever be by your side no matter if I die, cause my life is ending in the moment it started.