Nothing is clear in my mind, everything is dark, I wonder why

Fears are the only ones who are beside me, and I believe they won´t leave me

You are so away from us, I wish you were near, 

I wish you were here, and you can help me to make front to this fear

Too much things has happened this year, I wonder why you went away from here

I just can´t hear your voice anymore, I just can´t feel your hug no more.

You are not holding me to night, I wonder why

Tears doesn´t go away, I just can´t stop feeling pain
This years has been the hardest I´ve lived
And is all because of you my dear

Nothing is the same,I miss you and  is getting stronger each day
I believe that this won´t ever change, and my heart won´t ever feel safe again

I feel the loneliness all around me, no one is by my side, I feel more alone everynight.

From the day you left me, I realized I was alone, and that anybody want me in the way  you do

 So I wonder why do they want to be called like friends,if they don´t care if  I feel pain

So I wonder why they want to be called like friends, they don´t believe that I need help

And what has happened to me is the worst that I´ve faced.

I know that I am strong enough, but alone nobody can, look at you

Your end was tragic too.

But they don´t care, they believe I am mad, they believe that I am bad

And I don´t realize that I just want some attention, they don´t even mention me

I feel like they don´t care the way I feel inside, they believe that I haven´t got feeling at all

They think that my heart is fucking rock, and I can´t feel love.

So how can I call they friends? If they don´t even call or send a message asking how am I today?

Those are little things but I need this. So did you ever feel alone? I know you did it too. So did you ever feel ignore? Cause I feel it each day more.

So tell me how do I do to recognize who want me too?, Cause I can´t keep here without knowing the true.

I am asking for help but no one can see me too. They just judge me for all that I do!