I never meant to hurt you, that´s what they always say, but they keep hurting in the same way. I don´t know why they don´t try to change, it seems like they don´t care. They don´t care about the way I feel, they don´t know if this is real. Sometimes I think that this is just a dream, a creation of my own mind, an  invitation to survive and live in the other side. Sometimes I don´t know if I breath or don´t I try to check if I am alive cause , sometimes I just don´t know what to feel, I don´t know if what´s inside of me is real or not maybe is cause I´m afraid of they to know the way I feel when I´m alone.
So I act like I don´t care about what the people say, I act like I don´t feel anything, cause that´s the best way I know to try to be strong.