Usually I think about what I am living for, and then I realize that my life have no sense at all. Then I ask why am I living for, and I think about a millions way to die but then I find how to survive. I sit and I cry, watching the time go by, thinking about you and I, and all the times that we ve´ lived. I think about it all the time, maybe is cause I want you so much, that I just can´t hide.
It happen me all the time, everytime that I feel alive is cause I´m by your side. I don´t understand how can I live in this way, waiting for you to come, for live one time to month. Then I feel like die cause you are away,I try to find a way to make me feel ok and my friends want me to explain why I feel this pain but I can´t tell they anything cause I just want to hide all that happen in my mind, cause I know that if they know they won´t leave me all alone, thinking about you all the time, dreaming about you all night. I just can´t get you out of my mind this time.